The week that was, but not yet over...

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Hello Momsies! After days of being missing in action, I finally have time to make a post. I have been into many things since weekend that's why I can't find time to blog.

Anyways, every time my son got sick, which is so rare thank God, I was the biggest worrier. It was Saturday night that I have felt he was a little hot. I got his temperature and it read 37.3. So may sinat na sya. Since I was praning I already gave him Dolan, then we slept. I woke up with someones light shaky kick at my side. I turn to Matt and saw he was chilling already with 39.9 C temperature. I jumped out of the bed and called Daddy who was still downstairs crocheting. I told him Matt was chilling. The last time he had this was when he had a burnt accident. Immediately, I asked Daddy to bring a basin of lukewarm water. Maya't maya ko sya pinunasan. I didn't sleep all through the night and I kept on checking his temperature. Nagulat pa ko na it was morning na pala. I checked Matt's temperature, it was 38.2 na so we went downstairs. 

It really breaks my heart to see Matt sick. Di bale na hyper sya wag lang un parang lantang gulay na may sakit.



He was like that buong araw and ako naman ay nasa tabi nya lang. Good thing he's eating and loves to take medicine. But un lang he said his stomach was aching. Sorry for the words, but kapag umutot sya may kasama na. Nagsuka din sya once and un body temperature ayaw bumaba. I asked Daddy to buy him Erceflora and paracetamol kasi I can't wait for the 8-hour prescription ng Dolan e. 

Thank God naman at medyo humupa na ang fever nya late in the afternoon. Nagpawis na sya at nagisawan na sabi nga nila. Madaldal na ulit but nirereklamo nya un tiyan nya at muntik na kami tumira sa CR. Sabi ko nga kay Daddy bili na muna sya diaper but Matt still insist to make "poo poo" sa CR. That's the reason why kahit wala na sya fever the next day, I filed a leave of absence. I texted my boss and he said yes. Si Daddy sana papasok na at nakabihis. But he changed his mind and filed a leave too. Naiinggit sa akin, hehe... 

The next day, he was like this na.


Sabi nga nila, parang walang nangyari e ako stress na stress na. Masarap talaga maging bata, hindi nila iniinda ang sakit. Look o...



Oh this boy can easily make our world upside down. And I just realize one thing. Kelangan pa talagang magkasakit sya para magleave kami. Nakakaguilty na naman but these are all for him. I just always pray to God to keep him safe and healthy. He will always be our priority because he's the main reason why we are working this hard. 

But the guilt feeling never go away. Yesterday, my brother told me muntik na daw masagasaan si Matt. I was shocked and parang dumaloy pataas ang dugo ko. Meron daw kasi pick-up na biglang sumulpot. Matt was standing just in front of our gate. Inaantay nya si yaya nya na kumukuha ng dahon ng sampaloc na pangligo nya. Mabuti daw nakailag si Matt kung hindi ewan ko na lang. I almost cried hearing that. Tapos sasabihin lang nun driver kasi di nya nakita un bata. Ang luwang ng daan bakit kelangan nyang umabot sa harap ng gate namin at ang bilis nya magpatakbo. It's a subdivision and ang lapit pa sa school. Kami nga ni Daddy Allan kahit pusa hinihintuan pa. Yes, maybe may kabayaan si yaya pero sanay si Matt ng ganun. Nakatayo sa may tabi, sa galid na nga e muntik pa nya masagasaan. My mother freaked out and cried daw. Mabuti hindi naatake sa puso. Actually kahapon habang nagkkwento sya di nya mapigil ang luha nya because it was too close daw. I can't imagine at ayokong isipin. Kaya pala that time my heart beats so fast. Naalala ko un burnt accident ni Matt. Ganun na ganun un pakiramdam ko. 

That's why mahigpit ang bilin namin kay yaya na wag na sila lalabas. Just when we thought our kids are safe at home un pala hindi din. And sana din naman maging responsable din ang mga drivers. Di pwede un dahilan na di ko nakita because of that carelessness one life will be wasted. 

So sorry Momsies, napahaba lang. I was stressed lang with what had happened. My next posts will be much better and happier.

Wishing you all, still a happy day!